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March 31st, 2006

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February 22nd, 2006

08:25 pm - BLAHHHHHHHHHH!! BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH HALB HALB HALB HALB HALB Current Mood: blah Current Music: At Least I know I'm a Sinner by Atreyu

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October 8th, 2005

05:14 pm - My halloween story. My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul vampire_freak goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Simi. acheronp tricks you! You get a wet rag. amendersblaze tricks you! You get a wet rag. kat_damon gives you 18 blue watermelon-flavoured pieces of taffy. novusinitium___ tricks you! You lose 4 pieces of candy! samoan_shaman13 gives you 14 red orange-flavoured pieces of chewing gum. sword_lady gives you 3 light blue cherry-flavoured wafers. tsunamichick89 gives you 9 tan cinnamon-flavoured nuggets. zackamabufoo gives you 18 softly glowing coffee-flavoured jawbreakers. zombiechucks gives you 3 milky white spearmint-flavoured pieces of taffy. vampire_freak ends up with 61 pieces of candy, a wet rag, and a wet rag. Go trick-or-treating! Username: Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern. :( Ash and Mike gave me wet rags....-pouts then puts on smile- I shall covet this we rag from Ash until the day that I die -swoons- Current Mood: cold Current Music: Hymn to the Angels Descent by Pshclon Nine

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September 28th, 2005

05:21 pm - Obsession is grand at some points.... Woot. I felt like posting that the next Dark-Hunter book comes out in excatally 3 months. I am so obsessed that I have it down to the very date. YAY!! Not that much longer to wait. Yay!! Current Mood: distressed Current Music: Who Wants To Live Forever by Queen

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September 22nd, 2005

08:23 pm - The wreckage of my flesh, the nakedness of my death... I love college. It is so my kind of thing. No one talks while the teacher does, no one really internupts. It is perfect. I worked tonight, it was fun cause it was with Keon, which is always really awsome. But damn, Eddy was being an ass hole. I don't know who shoved a stick up his ass, but he was being a huge prick! I have had the most bi-polar day. I was hyper in Pre-Cal and had fun hitting Jordan over the head with my notebook because he said I was stupid that I didn't know the quadractic formula, and she didn't tell you to use the formula. Grrr....that pissed me off. then GSA started and all the squealy little freshman wouldn't stop squealing!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhh!!! Then I was thinking about Mike, and the whole issue there. Then I started to yell and get really depressed. Then the squealy little freshmen interupted my connection and I didn't finish. That pissed me off to no extent. I gave them respect, they should give it to me, espically cause I was the acting President!! (Mike wasn't at school) Wtf?!!!! I wanted to just up and leave, but knew that I couldn't because I was acting president. Ugggggggg......... And I keep thinking to myself. How can you be so fucking dependent on someone who isn't the slightest bit dependent on you? I mean, god damn it!!!!!! I want to go run in a corner and cry becuase of what he is making me feel right now. Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!!!!!!! Ahhh!!!!! I wanna smack my head on the desk and scream my lungs out at him. WHY THE FUCK HAVE YOU BLOWN ME OFF ALL WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. I haven't felt this emotionaly unstable in a while. I was recovering, I was rather content, but now. This always fucking happens. We have an awsome summer then the shit just hits the fucking fan when school starts. Why was the last time I listened to My Dying Bride this excesively. They are calming yet angry, perfect for my mood. God, I just want to scream "FUCK OFF!!!" To everyone. I want to crawl into my room and read and drown myself in my world of fantasy and illusion becase that is what I am best at. Making it all go away by creating an alternate reailty. Like right now, I am staring at my picture I have of Vane and wanting him to be real cause he would kick the ass of anyone who hurt me. Damn it, I wish I had the power to make all the things I wish for to be reality. No. I have to jump back into the real world. Stop daydreaming, it will never come true. But what if it is the only thing that actually keeps my sane? Current Mood: crushed Current Music: The Scarlet Garden by My Dying Bride.

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September 17th, 2005

11:22 am - Lie inside me on the grass.... I decided to change my icon because Vane is so frkn sexy! :) Isn't he really pretty?! I am really nervious about college starting on Wednesday. But at least at Orientation they said that there really isn't as much homework as they say there is going to be. It is mostly test based, and I am good at tests. I ordered all my books last night and they only came to 160 dollars, which is awsome for 4 college books! I am happy with that. I was looking through the big catolog that they lets us have which would have costed 2 dollars and I found out that they have an Archaeology major! I am totally going to do that. I am excited for that. I get to take a whole bunch of classes and I can see if that is what I really want to do before I even have to start paying for it! I love Running Start. Free College!! Woot. Congrats to all Drama members who scored a part in Dracula!!! I take my hat off to you....wait I am not wearing a hat. So it will be a fictional hat! Mike, you knew you were going to get Dracula so I don't know why you doubted yourself. Is it bad when you listen to a song literaly ten times in a row in one night and know all the words in less than two days? Cause if it is, then I am bad. :) Current Mood: calm Current Music: Black Voyage by My Dying Bride.

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September 6th, 2005

11:58 am - Boredom.... 1. Go here. 2. Pass it on. ( my answers ) Current Mood: bored Current Music: Pull Harder on the Strings of My Martyr by Trivium

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August 30th, 2005

12:28 pm - Wept for solace and submit to faith. In his shadow I'm choaking, yet flourishing. Master. These lyrics are so hauntingly beautiful, they just give me the chills. Cleared the fog that was veiled around me And blurred my sights Suddenly, I'm no longer aching To honor my plights. Rising moon and my skin is peeling Past undone Suddenly, I can't justify What I had become. -Atonement by Opeth I am really enjoying this Cd, it is so awsome. I can hear subtle differencesm, but they are still the Opeth that I know and love. I have now gone as far as Best Buy. A new record for me. So this morning I went to get my schedule straightened out. It was really supprisingly easy. I was in and out in 10 minutes. I have 2 classes, one each day. Pre-Cal on first day and Astronomy the other. I was that last one to get into Astronomy, I was happy. So, I get to go to school at 12:30. Hehehe. How pleasant. "Majesty Faithful me Pour yourself Into me Wield your power Martyr's price Stare me down To the ground Slake my thirst Eternal wealth Heathen key Round my neck This poetry Our blasphemy Know the sounds Of infamy The eyes of the devil Fixed on his sinners" -The Grand Conjuration by Opeth. Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: Reverie/Harlequin Forest by Opeth

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August 22nd, 2005

12:20 pm - Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing? I really want my schedule, I need to know what I am taking so that I can mentally prepare for it, I think that it is going to be a little stressful, but luckly Pierce doesn't start until the 21st. So, I believe that I am taking Pre Cal and Astronomy, along with my 3 college classes, I think that I can handle that much. What pisses me off is that fact that I haven't gotten my high school schedule!!! I think that if it doens't come in the mail today I will go up there tomorrow or something. I don't know if I work tomorrow. Ugg.... Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Serenity by Godsmack

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August 20th, 2005

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August 12th, 2005

07:44 pm - I am wearing a hat... Mike finally has internet. That is where I am right now, at his house. I was over at Kelsey's for a little while earlier. We talked and hung out, I got to show her my new car. Then I went from there over to here. We are listening to some weird music that I have no clue what is and sounds really funky. And I am wearing a hat. That got tossed onto my head. Now it is staying. Looks kinda cool too. -yawn- Current Mood: drained Current Music: The Pixies.

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10:33 am - The worst is yet to come, the days are getting shorter... Man, I am so tierd. Simi woke my up about 8:30 and I got up and got dressed and drove myself to a garage sale that was just up the street from Mike's. I was hoping that he would be up and I could hang over there until I have to go to work, but he wasn't up. Sadness. -yawn- I have to go to work in less than an hour. And I ran out of things to say. Current Mood: blank Current Music: Knife Blood Nightmare Master by Aiden

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August 10th, 2005

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August 9th, 2005

11:12 am - Just gotta get out..... Wow, on that little religions test I got 75% Atheist and 71% Satanism. How interesting, nothing really shocking though. Yesterday was one of the funnest days that I have had in a while, and just lifted my spirits for probably a few weeks. Things seem to be going good right now. Mike's mom got her Mustang!!!! I got to go for a ride in it. We went south on the freeway until DuPont and then turned around and went back north until Fife where we got Blizzards and then went back to his house. I talked my mom into letting me stay later and then Keddoe was coming back over so we went and picked him up in the Mustang and went for another freeway drive. It was so much fun. When we were with Keddoe, we were next to this other older Mustang I think it was like an '02. We were kinda next to it, then he got over and sped up. Then we were even and he waved at us. Probably because I was staring at him. He was pretty, :p. I spent about 2 hours cleaning and washing my car. I can get my licence tomorrow!!!! Wa hoo!!! I am going to get home and get in my car and drive to work and show off! Woot! But I can't cruise around town all that much because Simi has a vet appointment at 4. My drive starts at 2. Gosh! I am so excited. ATTENTION ALL PEOPLES!!!: Mike will be holding a big GSA poster party to get ready for the new school year. It will be at Mike's house on Saturday August 20th There will be pizza, food, drinks, and music and all that stuff. We want to be ready to enter the year and kick ass and gain lotsa new members. We are going to make lots of posters, and get an agenda for what we want to be as far as the year. We definatly need the whole Fab five there. I don't remember who all that is, but I believe that would be Mike, Me, Randi, and.....fill in the blanks. We need RSVP's for pizza #'s, so get your plans straight and call Mike or I it you can. Mikes # is 581-0479 and mine is 307-7315. Spread the word also. I know I don't have all the GSA peoples on my friends list. EVERYONE IS INVITED! Even if you aren't in GSA, we would greatly appreciate the help. Thanks! Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen.

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August 7th, 2005

09:30 am - She waits for me in my dreams... So, yeah. Yesterday I was way too excited to give any details. So it is a 93 Saturn and it is a light blueish gray color that I don't know how to describe. It has all power stuffs like windows and locks and it has a sun roof and it came with a CD player and radio which is a big plus because I would have ended up spending extra money to get on on a different car. It has 154k miles, a little high, but I am not planning on doing much long distance traveling in it. I haven't driven it yet cause my mom thinks there is something wrong with the brakes, my dad says no, but she has to take it somewhere it get it check, and we think there is something wrong with the tire, but other wise, it is my baby!! MINE!!! Muhahaha. I go for my drive test on Wednesday, which I am pretty sure I am going to pass. I already took the written and only missed one question. Then, I get licence!!!!!!! -does a little dance- And car!! And can go drive places!!! Current Mood: tired Current Music: The Prize of Beauty by My Dying Bride.

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August 6th, 2005

08:46 pm I HAVE A CAR!! I HAVE A CAR!! I HAVE A CAR!! I HAVE A CAR!! I HAVE A CAR!! I HAVE A CAR!!!! -does a little dance- I can offically drive it by myself on Wednesday!!!!! MUhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahah!!!!! Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: The worst is yet to come by Still Remains.

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July 30th, 2005

12:10 pm - I still love you, but I still burn... "Sleep with the angels then return to earth to your devil who would burn in hell for one night in your arms." I am changing. I can feel it. I can sence something in my molding and forming into something new. I think it is scaring the crap out of Amanda, and Mike can't recognize my voice on the phone anymore. I don't even really know what it is that is different. But I have some idea. I think it is just because I am more.... Happy. For once in my life I can actually say that I am content with my life. I am happy that I am finally going somewhere. I get to start college and only have to deal with the stupid idiots at CP for one period of the day. I will miss all of my friends, but I will still be there to say hi and I wouldn't miss GSA for the world. I am VP after all, I can't let you guys down. Then, I think I know what I want to be. And it sounds so stupid, but I am a dork and I know this is what I want! I want to dig around in the dirt and find out about old stuff and just being stuck in the past, the way past. I want to be an archologist (I know I did not spell that right. :P)I am taking that class for college, and I think I will know about it then. I love history. Ancient history. Something about it seems to be just so much simplier than modern day. I was watching Earthsea earlier, I couldn't sit there for three hours straight and watch it, but I got about 2 hours into it. It has a very celtic type feel to it. It might just be because the guy from Roar is in it, but hey. Who knows? 6 days until I can get my licence!!! Wa hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Nymphomaniac Fantasia by Nightwish.

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July 25th, 2005

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July 24th, 2005

09:18 pm - I knew love with my lust burning angel wings to dust.... I think that I am in love with Nightwish now.... makes the 3rd chick singing metal band I like now. Mom and I drove around a lot today. I praticed my parallel parking at the DMV, I did it 2/4 times. Fairlly good. We looked at cars again. Then I just got really tired. as I am now. I look like I am a bitchy mood, but I'm really not. -yawn- Disturbed has a new CD coming out! About freaking time!! I already downloaded one of their new singles, the other I haven't had any luck on getting quite yet....I am at a loss for words for once in my life...wow I am suprising myself. Current Mood: lethargic Current Music: Phantom of the Opera by Nightwish.

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July 14th, 2005

07:19 pm - My kitty likes walking on the keyboard... My kitty is so prettyful, altough she is a real ditz and likes to keep me up at night. She is trying to climb the back of a entertainment stand right now. Me and my mom renamed her last night. I don't know, but she just didn't want to respond to Phantom, and it was hard getting out all the time. Her name is Simi now. Hehehe. I think it is so cute. She is gorgeous. And has really sharp claws. I have about 20-30 scratches all over my body because of her now. She likes window sills too. and climbing up drapes. Mike and I are yelling at each other, but aren't really in a fight. He is starting a war. -sighs- Just being himself. We are car hunting. I really want to have my own car by the time I get my lisence, which is 3 weeks from tomorrow. Fun!!! Current Mood: cold Current Music: In the Mist She Was Standing by Opeth

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